Best I Ever Had and Will Have

This time, I promised I'll be good. I'll not fuck anyone apart from Mister.

Love is so intense. I enjoy the every single moment we had together. I miss his laugh, his voice, his hand, his eyes, his everything. I like how our relationship is transforming, sex gets better as we love each other more. I like it when he wrapped around a white towel and pretended he was some Roman philosopher. I like it when he put on his straight face to scare me off. I like it when he told me how beautiful I am. I like it when I can just kiss him endlessly on his cheeks. I like it when I can annoy him in order to wake up him. Every single way, I love him.

I know I am being blind and the thrill probably comes from the excitement of such a forbidden affair. But fuck that. He makes me very very happy, and it's all that matters.

The White Issue

Back to home for few weeks. Pool parties, nasty flu, one French encounter.

Oddly enough, I am so tempted to start a relationship after meeting this French football player in HK. I miss afternoons that I can just indulge in bed with someone nice. Especially for holidays like this. But I find it rather difficult... to meet white/Caucasian in this small town. I wish I live in HK. 

On the other hand, people are making so much fuss when an Asian girl prefers sleeping with white guys. I shouldn't feel ashamed of this, but when I heard of people talking about how easy to get an Asian girl laid, I still feel like I'm not supporting the poor males in my own race. My act makes me a traitor. 

And I google my doubt, funny fact that I'm not the only one. Dating apps actually shows most men fancy Asian women while majority of females prefer white men. I doubt the accuracy of this experiment, but at least it shows some correlations. 

I wonder what's the reason behind. That Asian women are more feminine? I was actually told that Asian women have the best (tightest) pussy among all, is that a big factor?